I closed my eyes last night
and I tried so hard
to let go of all the lies
you used to tell me.
I've tried so many times
to move past this thing that I am.
Yet, somehow, the darkness
pulls me in deep once again.
And I never know what to say,
or who to be.
I never know what lines to cross,
or how far I should go,
just to lose the real me.
Will you ever understand
these dreams I finally let go?
Will you be the last one
to tear so deep into my soul?
The cuts heal, the skin mends,
the heart will always bleed.
These scars you leave behind,
they cut so deep into me.
And yet, I know, deep within this shell,
your darkness will always exceed
the void of my living hell.
