Being Alive

I'm here, I'm alive.

Today is another day to survive.

The dreams cast aside, the holes left from this tide.

And here we hang on, attempt to enjoy the ride.

Soul's Memories

I sat here thinking

and suddenly it hit me.

Like lightning from a storm

you never saw coming.

How much of our lives do we spend

sitting and thinking

about things that amount to absolutely nothing

in the end?

I take my time to wander through these thoughts

in my head

as I wonderhow the future will play out,

the past already dead.

And it's all I have,

all I've ever had,

these memories held within my soul's open womb.

And I bled for you.

I birthed the world that you knew,

this chaos you put me through,

somehow I know I created it too.

And these dreams we've lost,

the hopes that have died,

they had my heart

held inside their captive mind,

this state of being,

the only one that's seeming to be mine

anymore.

And I shut my door.

The path to my heart no longer yours to find.

The way to my soul no longer divine.

The road that lies ahead is swift and narrow,

as you pierced my veins so long ago.

And this is the me you do not know.

The is the peace I cannot let go.

This is the river that shall never flow.

And this is the only way to my soul.

Divine Feelings

The clouds sit still in the sky,

as each moment passes us by.

And the dreams we once shared

have all disappeared

into the chaos somewhere

beyond these fears.

And I know that we'll meet again some time,

a long ways from now.

But until then, know I'll miss you

somehow.

I'm sure these worlds that we live in

are so different,

and yet should I not give in

to these thoughts?

I want to feel you,

to hear your heart beat so close to mine.

I know I need you,

somehow it's so divine.

My soul feels alive, one again.

As it did so long ago,

and yet sitting in this darkness,

I wonder if that light

will ever show.